给自己的一封信
亲爱的自己:
我不知道为什么写信给你,更不知道你何时能收到这封信,在这里有些愿望寄托于你。
首先愿你平安无事地度过青春期,但别平安无事地度过青春。你不是他们口中的乖乖女,这点我比谁都清楚,你有时的果断、激动甚至有点“草莽精神”的意思,着实让我吓了一跳。
愿你的世界里天天都是好天气。即便忘了带伞也要告诉自己:宝宝今天偏要淋雨!原来驱赶阴霾的太阳是明媚的自己。
愿你的成熟不是被迫。学着笑而不语,学着承认不相信,学着接受不尽人意。我知道,你是个急性子,但请慢慢来,不着急。
愿你拥有好运气。对一切充满感激,喜欢美好,也喜欢自己。你笑起来有一颗虎牙和一个酒窝,这点很好。
愿你有盔甲也有软肋。善良得有原则,感性得有底线。对可恶的,就该连本带利地还击,凶狠之后别失礼仪:对不起弄伤了你,可我是个女孩我必须保护好自己。
愿你不饶点滴,不饶自己。以后想有选择权的话,从现在开始好好学习。你所做的一切都不为谁,所以一切后果别找理由,独自承担。
愿你一生努力,一生被爱。在最糟糕的那天和注定的人撞个满怀。也许你二十岁时会坠入爱河,但千万别淹死了,爱不到的人就别等了,千万别把尊严弄丢了,找个愿意陪你虚度光阴的一起老去吧。
愿你活成自己想成为的模样。不必取悦任何人也不无故讨厌某个人。你总是偷偷在意其他人的看法眼光,为此我十分苦恼。希望你明白,无所谓的东西不用放在心里,他或她的言论权当呼啸而过的耳旁风罢。
愿你付出甘之如饴,所得归于欢喜。不甘平庸,是你。有人说你好强,我怎么没发现,好吧,我也并不完全了解你。只是别累着自己,哪怕收获多么丰盈。
愿你道路漫长,有的是时间发生故事。若没有人陪你颠沛流离,便以梦为马,随处可栖。因为是你,到的地方一定温暖为你。
愿你在最无趣无力的日子仍对世界保持好奇。撑不住了就先睡一觉,等等再说。还有人在爱你,你凭什么辜负他们选择放弃?
愿你有高跟鞋但穿着球鞋,愿你一辈子下来心上没有补丁,愿你的每次流泪都是喜极而泣,愿你精疲力尽时有树可倚。愿你学会释怀后一身轻,愿你走出半生,归来仍是少年。
不觉写了这么多,希望你别让它们都变成空话。我是不是太注重“以后”了?未来是什么样的就交给未来的自己来回答吧,谁知道明天会发生什么,你知道吗?
祝:一生久安,岁月无扰!
曾经的你
2017年3月12日
Give oneself letter
Him dear:
I do not know why to write to you, more do not know when you can receive this letter, here some of desire is placed at you.
Wish above all you spend adolescence without thing ground in safety, but do not spend youth without thing ground in safety. You are not them in the mouth good gracious female, at this o'clock I am clear about than who, you sometimes decisive, excited have a place even " wilderness spirit " meaning, let me frighten indeed jump.
Wishing is good weather every day in your world. Even if forgot to take an umbrella to also want to tell his: Darling slants today should get wet in the rain! Drive so the sun of haze is beautiful oneself.
Wish your maturity is not to be forced. Learning to laugh and not language, learning to admit not to believe, learning to accept fare badly. I know, you are a pepperbox, but come slowly please, not anxious.
Wish you have lucky energy of life. Appreciate to all is full of, like happiness, also like oneself. You laugh to have tooth of a tiger and a dimple, this bit is very good.
Wish you have armature to also have soft costal region. Goodness must have a principle, sensibility must have a bottom line. Right abhorrent, with respect to this both the principal and the interest backstroke, fierce later fasten discourteous appearance: I am sorry did you, but I am a girl I must have protected myself.
Wish you not forgive a bit, not him forgive. Want to have the word of option later, begin to learn well from now. Who is everything what what you do, so all consequence do not seek ground, assume alone.
Wish you try hard all one's life, be loved all one's life. In worst cake bumped with the person that be destined that day be full of. Perhaps you can fall in love when 20 years old, but must not drown, the person that does not love did not wait, must not lose dignity, search be willing to accompany you one case of loaf to often go.
Wish the appearance that you miss to become into oneself alive. Need not please anybody also is fed up with a certain person not without reason. You always care about the view eye of someone else secretly, for this I am very pained. Hope you are clear, indifferent thing need not be put in the heart, the wind other the side that he or her speech authority lives when howl stops.
Wish you give enjoy sth bitter as if it were malt sugar, earning is attributed to jubilate. Unwilling and commonplace, it is you. Someone says your eager to do well in everything, how don't I have discovery, good, I understand you not completely also. Just fasten tired him move, even if harvest how heavy full figure.
Wish your way is long, have a plenty of time happening story. If do not have a person to accompany your drift from place to place, it is a horse with the dream, everywhere but dwell. Because be you, the place that reach is proper warmth is you.
Wish you still keep curious to the world in the boreddest and faint day. Do not maintain sleep first shut-eye, say again etc. Still somebody is loving you, you by what disappoint do they choose to abandon?
Wish you have high-heeled shoes but apparel gym shoes, wish you come down all one's life there is a patch on the heart, wishing to weep your every time is happy pole and sob, wish you are exhausted cultivate from time to tome can lean. Wish all over the body after you learn to be at ease is light, wish you walk out of half a lifetime, returning still is a teenager.
Do not become aware wrote so much, hope do not let them become empty talk. Am I paid attention to too " later " ? Future is what kind of give of future oneself will reply, knows what to will produce tomorrow, do you know?
Wish: Lifetime is long how, years does not have faze!
Once you
On March 12, 2017